Guess what?! I'm still stuck in the office!
Argghhhhh!!! This is driving me nuts! I'm supposed to have a mtg from morning but it was postponed till 2pm and till now i've not completed the mtg fully! There's still a huge portion which the managers have not gone through with me! When I said huge portion it means my JOB now! A huge portion of new reports are still pending to be explained to me. I can't figure how to divide my time to complete all those reports on weekly basis! As it is my workload is already bad and yet the RSD thinks I've not been doing enough...i think he only recognises those hardworking staffs if he sees you doing OT and claiming for OT! 
what a stupid man he is! Although I've promised myself and hubby that I'll make it back for the religious class today, I've to unwillingly break that promised! I'm sorry dear I can't join you again for the third time! I didn't do it on purpose! I just don't know why I have to be extremely busy on every Tuesday! I thought I could start a new "life" at work from yesterday but guess I'm wrong! Just 2 days into the week I can't make myself happy already and there's too many ppl whom have stepped on my toes! Suka2 dorang pijak kaki ako!! Tak pe...tengah banyak bersabar ni! After 15mins I'm still waiting for the managers to call me in to continue with the meeting! Guess I need to put this 
in front of them before they'll call me in! 
Just after I said dat...i was called in for the mtg! That was a long mtg and a very constructive one but syukur Alhamdullillah the reports aren't that bad! I had expected worse but it's do-able for now! I guess I just need more patience and I hope my hubby will stay as understanding as he is now towards me and my mood swings! Takpe lah I take it in a positive way...balik lambat boleh buat OT...n it means more money at the end of the next mth! Leh save more and do more things with the money! 
I just hope I could prove to the "pisang hangus" that I can do a good job no matter how much pressure he has for me! With the help of Allah s.w.t...Insya-Allah. I'll persevere for as long as I can and till the next opportunity comes for me. Guess I better get on with my work as hubby's waiting for me @ home and I still hv some more work to clear! There's no point in saying so much abt my probs @ work...it'll only make my hubby worry abt me. Nite nite to all the peeping tomsssss 
One thing for sure..I won't be a 
!!!!!
Argghhhhh!!! This is driving me nuts! I'm supposed to have a mtg from morning but it was postponed till 2pm and till now i've not completed the mtg fully! There's still a huge portion which the managers have not gone through with me! When I said huge portion it means my JOB now! A huge portion of new reports are still pending to be explained to me. I can't figure how to divide my time to complete all those reports on weekly basis! As it is my workload is already bad and yet the RSD thinks I've not been doing enough...i think he only recognises those hardworking staffs if he sees you doing OT and claiming for OT! what a stupid man he is! Although I've promised myself and hubby that I'll make it back for the religious class today, I've to unwillingly break that promised! I'm sorry dear I can't join you again for the third time! I didn't do it on purpose! I just don't know why I have to be extremely busy on every Tuesday! I thought I could start a new "life" at work from yesterday but guess I'm wrong! Just 2 days into the week I can't make myself happy already and there's too many ppl whom have stepped on my toes! Suka2 dorang pijak kaki ako!! Tak pe...tengah banyak bersabar ni! After 15mins I'm still waiting for the managers to call me in to continue with the meeting! Guess I need to put this in front of them before they'll call me in! Just after I said dat...i was called in for the mtg! That was a long mtg and a very constructive one but syukur Alhamdullillah the reports aren't that bad! I had expected worse but it's do-able for now! I guess I just need more patience and I hope my hubby will stay as understanding as he is now towards me and my mood swings! Takpe lah I take it in a positive way...balik lambat boleh buat OT...n it means more money at the end of the next mth! Leh save more and do more things with the money! I just hope I could prove to the "pisang hangus" that I can do a good job no matter how much pressure he has for me! With the help of Allah s.w.t...Insya-Allah. I'll persevere for as long as I can and till the next opportunity comes for me. Guess I better get on with my work as hubby's waiting for me @ home and I still hv some more work to clear! There's no point in saying so much abt my probs @ work...it'll only make my hubby worry abt me. Nite nite to all the peeping tomsssss One thing for sure..I won't be a !!!!!
